REST IN PEACE
9/24/04

ZEV GARFINKLE

Your brilliance hasnt ended.
your times end came without warning.
This door has closed.
And as always, another one opens.
A better one.
God has a bigger plan for you.
I believe.
But not in this life.
Just not in this world.
No, not in our time.
An Einstien in another world.
A better world.

Ill meet you on the otherside.

Zev Garfinkle passed away yesterday morning... He Was a genouse at age fourteen...He was loved by very few. I remeber screaming at those who put him down for being different...For being jewish, having autism, being in specail ed. He didnt fit in. His times end came without warning...  Hes gone now. I hope everyones happy. You made him feel bad about who he was...Well hes gone. he no longer is... I didnt go to his funeral. I couldnt get a ride from school at 1:30 to memorial park. I couldnt stop crying the whole morning. the rest of the day i barily talked or eat. The people who did go were his family, and mostly kids who just wanted to skip school, and felt bad because they never said goodbye, or never even gave him a chance at friendship. he was too different. he was too special...I remeber the last time was talked it was about his mother, and about how he gets to ride his bike to school, because he was a big kid. i smiled and told him how great that was... It was wanderful...Well he died thursday morning, got hit by a red truck going to school... on his bike. Crushing his legs and his chest...

I hope that when they went to pay respects at his funeral they felt sick to their stomachs for ever thinking they were better than him just because he was different.
I swear it gets me so angry how people beat other people down for not having the same mind states as them. He thought differently then other people, he saw things in ways most people dont even have the courage or strength in their minds to understand. And just like that, they make him feel like his birth was a sin, or a mistake. And i still pray, for whatever his life after death brings him.

By the way, im leaving Xanga.

Thanks for listening... i may come back. i may not.

please be good to people. <333

I dont know how long this is going to last.

I cant bare the pressure.

Currently Playing Spirit By Jewel see related

She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Shes an ugly girl, do you hate her?
Cause she's pieces of you...
 
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
Shes a pretty girl, do you hate her?
Cause she's pieces of you...
 
You say he's a faggot, does he make you sick to your stomach?
You say he's a faggot, are you afraid you're just the same?
Hes a Faggot, do you hate him?
Cause he's pieces of you...
 
You say he's a Jew, do you want to hurt his kids tonight?
You say he's a Jew as though being born were a sin.
He's a Jew, do you hate him?
Cause he's pieces of you...
 
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